I was wondering where I have been for the past four months. I found myself right here when I am writing this blog, and I am sharing my story and journey over the past few months. I was recently watching an episode of Agent of Shield with my family, and Simons had just gotten lost in the monolith. While everyone else wished that she was still alive, Fitz was the only one who believed she was and was determined to bring her back. Such are our goals, we write them all with so much excitement and energy, but as time passes by, most of us are lost in our monoliths.

When Simmons came back, there was happiness and excitement in everyone, and they were beyond happy for her safe return. Still, there was even greater curiosity about what she had experienced while she was gone. The same goes for our minds, and I finally understand this pull of the mind and heart even more day by day as I go through my first year of high school.

My year started strong as well. I had a plan to balance school, my work, time to play and increase my connections worldwide through my blog. I had used my winter break to catch up on all fronts, and it was game on 2021 here; I come to conquer them, crush it and come out strong. Well, before I know it, the year took me by surprise, and each thing I needed to finish was “no problem, I got this” or “I will do it tomorrow.” Procrastination led me to justification, and then justification led me to the statement it is never my fault and that there is always someone else to blame.

Then the Thursday before spring break, I remember this moment so vividly I woke up startled in the morning and dreamed me telling someone a story of my life in which I was sharing all the great things I had done, but when I looked my seek in the mirror my current present moment at that time was no reflection of the tales I was sharing, I was not sure if it was a sign, but I realized I did not want to be a character of a story, but it is up to me to start taking charge and start writing modifying the chapter of my life as how I wish to live them.

It was now winter break all over again. I had to discard any plans for taking any vacations, glued myself to the chair, and started to play games with the mind so it would nowhere distract me from my goals of catching up with my work and getting my daily habits of life back on track. Such as waking up early, going to the gym with my cousin, and I would only publish my next blog once I was no longer making a fool of my mind but started to live the absolute truth. Surely no more procrastination. Well, here I am in front of you with my blog; just like it was Fitz unconditional faith and belief that Simmons was alive, it has been the love, trust, support, and your belief which has been instrumental in getting me on track for my goals of 2021 for which I am ever grateful. I dedicate this blog as a big thanks from the bottom of my heart to every one of you. Thank you all very much and will now stay connected.